Anonymous said: Did you hook up with anyone in AC?
Nope, just partied real hard with my girls :)
Anonymous said: You're so beautiful!!
Thank you! :)
Follow me on Instagram dudes @hannerrd
Anonymous said: Is there a way to Ignore the person who keeps asking you that, or is that not an option for people on Anon? That shit's mad weird.
Probably not since they’re anon haha i mean, it’s not annoying or offending me so i don’t really care.
Anonymous said: Why not?:/
I don’t feel like it.
Anonymous said: What's with the utensil fetish..?
How would I know..
Anonymous said: Selfie with a fork?
Nah man, nah.
I guess. Two posts in one day, whoa guys.
So..my mom asked me the other day why I don’t date. Well…dating is weird. Duh. Kidding, but it really is. That’s why I don’t do it. I’d also rather prefer to know someone first on a certain level before going on a “date.” If I don’t really know you..I’d consider it but I’d most likely be too afraid to go for it. That’s just how I am. So i’m trying that thing that I’ve been seeing on the internet..I’m dating myself. I’m going to treat myself like a princess and date myself. I don’t really..well I try not to spend too much money or time on myself (gym not included lol). But now I’m gunna try and do it..while still managing my bank account x_x
I just have been seeing so many people getting into relationships lately. Maybe it’s because I’m at that age where dating is a thing and everyone else is just more open to it than I am. Whenever I see two people being happy together sometimes it makes me cringe, other times it makes me sad cause I don’t have someone like that. But sometimes it actually makes me happy. The fact that two people found each other that make one another so happy. It gives me hope that I’ll one day find someone..but it also makes me lose faith in myself cause I’m not as open to people as I used to be. I always see pictures of couples smiling at each other, gazing into each others eyes, or just doing activities that I would do by myself, with their significant other. I guess that’s what being in a relationship means. Sharing your life with another person.
I do a lot of things by myself, which is why I thought I was ready for a relationship. But I was dead wrong. I’m not ready for that. No way. I don’t want to take on another person in my life. I can barely deal with the ones I already have. In a way..I guess I just want someone to be there. I want to have one person who I can just chill with, go out with, do anything with…without the commitment. I want a best friend. A best friend in which I am also their best friend. I guess thats why I miss some of the people I used to be friends with, cause it was just us. Its probably why I’ve felt so alone lately.
But getting back to the subject line..I’m going to be my own best friend now. I’m going to take myself out to eat, to watch a movie, go hiking, sit in a cafe and read, go to a concert. I’m going to do it all on my own. I’m not going to wait for someone..cause they might not ever come. I’ve always tried to do what other people wanted to do and do what made them seem happy. I’ve felt uncomfortable for so long..but I’m going to be comfortable with myself. cause I mean..who knows you better than yourself? Duh.
So today after I did some budgeting, I went shopping for some school clothes. I normally feel really awful after I buy clothes for myself, but I still have a little room in my budget for fun things so I don’t feel too bad! I’ve also been wanting some of the items I bought for a while.
I bought a jean jacket vest. A real one. I say that bc I had bought a jean jacket a couple of years ago and cut off the sleeves…..it is NOT the same, people. It fits perfectly and it’s just adorable. I also bought a pair of JEGGINGS. Yes I bought jeggings. I normally hate them, but this pair I couldn’t pass up. It was on sale, and they also fit me so well. For a short person with an athletic build, but also has some hip action going on (do those squats, ladies ;) ), it’s hard to find clothes that fit me well. They’re a bit hard to put on and take off bc the thread around the hips doesn’t stretch (but the elastic, duh, does.) They’re also a pretty good height on the waist for me. High rise jeans are usually too high and make me look kind of silly…and they’re always too tight around the tummy and I can never breathe in them..but these have some breathing room! I know I’m speaking so highly about them, but they really really do fit nicely. I’m so happy about this purchase. I really went for clothes that complimented my figure, rather than compliment my wallet haha
I also bought a cardigan and training leggings. I’ve been on the hunt for the perfect training leggings, and these are not it..but I needed new ones so I got them. They’re all black like I want but they’re the THE pair. I wanna save up for some Nike Pros or something.
Yay for finally fessing up to buying clothes that fit me rather than looking for the cheapest thing.
All of this “getting ready for school” stuff is making me so excited to move into my new house :)
Anonymous said: I just made a Tinder too. I've gotten a few matches, but it all seems so shallow. I don't know anyone who's had real success using it, unless you're just looking for a hookup. Then it's pretty great.
Yeah definitely. I realized I was picking whether or not I wanted to possibly talk to them based on a profile picture..and also based on if we knew the same people or were in the same area. But I mean…it’s still kinda fun hahahahaha