Anonymous said: What's an ice cold beet
I’m sitting in my room right now surrounded by clothes, drinking an ice cold beer as I pack for the upcoming school year. I’m just so tired that I don’t really feel like finishing what I started. Also because it’s making what’s to come very very real. I’m about to move into my first house and begin my fall semester of my senior year. It’s been 3 years already since I started college and the only thing that stands between myself and graduating is this school year.
A lot of things are going through my mind right now. I’m no longer thinking of life as “freshman, sophomore, junior, senior year.” I’m thinking of life as “I’m in my 20s..” Life is no longer broken up by school years…it’s now in chunks by my accomplishments and how old I’m becoming. I’m still trying to figure out the whole life thing..For now, I’m 21 and I’m a lost soul trying to find it’s place in the world. I’ve moved before (obvi) but for some reason this year just seems different. I’m going up a lot earlier, I’ll be living by myself for a week..and I’ll just be on my own for a while. I can’t really pin-point why this move seems so much more different than the past three times. Is it because I’m older? Is it because home is becoming less “home” and more “the house I grew up in?” Is it because I’m moving into my own house? It’s times like these where I wish I had someone that I could ask to just come over and help me pack and talk to me.
I’m avoiding packing right now because it’s one step closer to leaving. The last few days are always the hardest because it makes everything real. Packing is just putting away clothes..It’s bringing them to a new space and leaving them there thats the hard part.
Anonymous said: Sorry if that was weird to ask... I apologize if that opened the door for people to ask you for pics, I'm just not sure where to turn for this one..
Its fine, I didn’t get anything lol Plus, its not like I said you should do it
Anonymous said: Where do you stand on taking/sending nudes? This guy I'm talking to asked me and I told him I'd have to think about it. I feel like it's normal to send pics in 2014 but idk... (I'm asking most of the girls I follow, so it's okay if you don't answer!)
I mean, if you want to then go for it. But I don’t think you should..especially if you’re just talking and not actually together.
Anonymous said: It would've been too tempting especially since I probably wouldn't have that chance again... good for you though! Self control is rare these days aha.
Haha I guess so! Its just a fun story to tell :)
I’m going back up to school next Sunday, so this is my last week here at home. I’ve spent almost all my Saturday nights this summer at home doing nothing really. I really want to go out, but none of my friends are really into that..either that or no one is willing to drive for us. I’ve driven them all around enough, so I’m done with that. I just have all of this energy, and no where to put it :/ I’ve tried practicing but, it was so unproductive. I need to work on reeds really badly, but I don’t have all the tools I need so I’m at a loss.
Maybe I should read…my goal was to finish the first book of GoT by the end of the summer. I still have a few weeks and not too much left of the book but I’m a slow reader.
I wanna do something fun for a change though. Like go out…I have yet to experience bars around here.
Anonymous said: That's smart. I would have made the not-smart decision haha, especially with rich men in VIP sections...
Hahaha well thats okay too! You do you ;) I just really had no interest in hooking up with a random person. They were very very nice, but thats just not my style.
Anonymous said: Did you hook up with anyone in AC?
Nope, just partied real hard with my girls :)
Anonymous said: You're so beautiful!!
Thank you! :)